As I sit and begin to write, And nothing is in sight, For I am all alone tonight

As I sit and begin to write,
And nothing is in sight,
For I am all alone tonight.
If I wouldn’t have let you go,
My belly would just now start to show,
But instead I am feeling very low.
It has been over a month,
Since you left from beneath my heart,
And now I just pray to God for a new start.
I know the choice I made at the time was smart,
But it still breaks my heart,
That we are now apart.
I think of my twin angels,
No matter what I do,
I will always love you two.
The sky is not longer blue,
The tears I cry I cry for you.
Mommy is so sorry for hurting you,
I hope you are safe and playing,
Pain free,
Please learn to forgive me.